Thursday, August 23, 2007

>.<

from the start, i used to see this girl
playing in this internet shop.
i started to se her and said to my self
" i gonna be close to him..swear"
then eventually we became friends...
we understand each other and play
the same game... we always play it
as it is our first time to play
full of energy... i became her " best buddy"
and she became my "best buddy"
too. and by that time, we used to
have a good conversation always
sharing almost 5 months w/ each
other until... i felt weird inside me...
i think its not impossible co'z she's
really sweet w/ me.. She used to be w/ me
always... as often as she could..
She's with me whenever im down.. making
me laugh whenever im sad..
laughing w/ a cetain thing.. yeah..
i think i did really love her..
thats the weird thing inside me..
coz when the time came that i had sick,
she's the one who took care
of me.. she never leave me..
thats the time i found my self stucked
between "friendship" and "love"..
nah it suxx!...

i hate the way she laugh..
i feel so happy...

i hate the way she talks w/ me..
i feel her being close to my heart...

i hate it when she hug me..
i'm falling even more in love w/ her..

i hate it when she's mad...
coz i feel im being steps away from her...

i hate it when she say " i love you "...
im hoping she mean it too...

i hate being her friend...
coz she made me fall for her...

i hate it when she stares at me...
im blushing and cat get away w/ her eyes..

it suxx!...